Please look~..

I got an incision + epicanthoplasty at the end of January this year. The result was... really bad. To begin with, my close friend had it done at a hospital without any prior knowledge about eye surgery . She turned out really pretty. When we consulted, she didn't even know the basics like inline and outline, she just thought that since she had seen a lot of patients, she would figure out how to do my eyes~ㅡㅡ; But my eyes were really swollen after I got home after the surgery. When I looked at other people's pictures, only the incision area was swollen, but in mine, the entire area around my eyes was swollen and I couldn't even open my eyes the next day. The bruising was really bad. I thought everyone was like that, but when I searched the internet later, I found that there were no cases as severe as mine ㅡㅡ; I went back to the hospital two days later because it was so bad and they said there was blood inside.. So they opened my right eye again and drew blood.. I thought it would be okay now.. so I just left it for a month and on the left side.. I didn't like it but it was fixed properly, but on the right side, you can see three lines at first glance..ㅡㅡ It's probably because of the original inner double eyelid line + the line that was cut off in the middle due to a mistake in the surgery so it looks like two layers.. It's not an outline but an inline, but the line starts in the middle..-_- So when I forcefully open my right eye, the double eyelid near the front of my head is loose......... When I went for a consultation a month after the surgery, I think he was embarrassed and said, 'Oh my.. You must be upset that I had the surgery like this~' Doctors rarely admit their mistakes, but if he said it so regretfully.. I said that was enough ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ After that, around June, my right eye opened up so I went for a consultation again in July.. They said they would do it again. I thought my left eyelid line was too thin, so they told me to wait until the end of the year and decide then. But after coming back from that consultation, I've been bothered by my front slit. I naturally have a fierce look. Before I got eye surgery, the shape of my eyes I wanted was kind eyes like Japanese actress Yu Aoi. But even so, double eyelids can be easily re-surgeried, so my front slit is really sharp... ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ Lately, I've been seeing the band effect? ​​It bothers me. When I take pictures, it looks really fierce because it's curved like a hook. They say that a band usually happens when you don't have enough front slit, but I had a lot of front slit because the front part is so blocked. And if you have front slit, the corners of the eyes should look clean, but mine are still covered. It feels like I only did the front slit inside... ㅡㅡ; My double eyelids are really messed up, but I can handle that . What should I do with the front slit being so sharp? ㅠㅠ It was already too open and I can't open it anymore. I wanted to have eyes like Aoi Yuu's in the bottom picture, but what if you only open the front slit from the inside? Is there anyone who has a front slit like mine? Please tell me how I should explain it when I go to the hospital. ㅠㅠ For your information, I strained my eyes so much that it's like that. If I keep my eyes open like usual, they look more pointed and sharp. If I relax them, they don't look like human eyes at all. ㅠㅠ