It's been a little over a month since the surgery. Originally, my nose was small and pretty, but out of greed to raise the tip a little more, I got an untested one,,,I didn't have money, so I got it done at a cheap place, and now my nose has become bulbous, snub-nosed, and a pig's nose. The tip of the nose is twice as big as the original nose. Even though I went to counseling, they said it was too much to do it 6 months ago. I lost confidence in my appearance and started binge eating due to depression, and my weight gained about 10 kg. One month after surgery ;; In the past, I was confident that I would look prettier if I lost weight, so I dieted hard, but now I hate everything and honestly, I even thought about dying. I'm a complete wreck, a wreck... Even now, I've downed 3 chocolates, several bags of ice cream, and 1.5 liters of cola in one Pringles box. I just want to ruin myself by eating too much... I care so much that my tongue is tingling and my lymph nodes are in pain every time I open my mouth. To be honest, before the surgery, I looked pretty, but now... when I look in the mirror, I see a monster standing there. In this case... I really feel like I want to die, so it would be better to have a second surgery, right? If I were to have a second surgery, I would have to take out a loan because I don't have the money... but I can't live in this condition. I cry a lot... I can't go out in front of others, and even when I go out, I'm afraid that someone might recognize me... or that I might meet someone I know, so I often don't go out for even an hour a day. Is there anyone who has had a repeat surgery after a month? Please tell me which hospital would be best. Or even just a word of support ㅠㅠ Everyone, please save me ㅠㅠ
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SUNGYESA
