Today is the 4th day since the day of the nose surgery ㅠㅠ

Just in case, I read the reviews I wrote after having had cheekbone surgery in the past.. ㅠㅠ As expected. I used to have a constitution where the swelling went down quickly. Originally, I always had surgery with the introduction of someone I knew, but this time I wanted to do it alone without my mom and dad knowing, so I did the surgery.. Isn't the surgery wrong? I'm going crazy... I had no place to stay there so I booked a motel. They gave me 90,000 won a day..ㅠㅜ I couldn't even steam it, and I'm so frustrated .. I got yellow bruises around my cheekbones and under my eyes.. I haven't had any surgery here . ah. Just thinking about getting rid of the thread makes me shed tears again.. Does the thread break hurt? Front and back slits. What about nobles and clowns? ㅠㅠ Oh, it's terrible just thinking about it.. I don't think they solve it together at once.. It's hard.. ㅠㅠ