I posted this yesterday, and I'm posting again today after going to the hospital. I woke up early this morning after seeing my mom upset yesterday. The hospital opens at 9:30, but I arrived 30 minutes early. After waiting for about an hour, I saw the doctor. I told him that I wanted my nose to return to its original shape. The doctor was very good and nice , so I told her that I had a pretty nose shape, but there was so much opposition at home that I needed to have the implants removed as soon as possible so that she wouldn't be offended. He was a little embarrassed by what I said. It hasn't even been a month yet. Why are you trying to get it out? If you compare it to a frog, it's like a tadpole that has just emerged with two legs . It's natural that my parents think it looks strange. Even the teacher said that the way I look now is strange, that it is inevitable and normal for now, but yesterday, when I talked to my mom, I said that I really wanted to restore it to its original state because the thought that this was not right was so firmly established. . By the way, I knew that even if reoperation takes 6 months, it is possible to remove the implant right away?! When I read the post on Sungyesa, it said that people like me who have implants can be removed right away , so I skipped breakfast and went really early thinking I would do it today . But, the doctor said, if the inside of my nose is red and unhealed like it is now, I will get it done once. If you tear it further and remove it, not only will it not heal properly, but the doctor told me what the phenomenon was, but I forgot. ㅠ Anyway, I remember it was something like the tip of my nose coming down. ㅠ Anyway, he said that if I do it now, it will be 100% strange. .If that happens, the teacher will also be held responsible. Wait 3 months at the earliest. They said it would be safe only after about 6 months, and that I would be able to restore it to its original state at that time. Phew,,,,,, my heart skipped a beat when I heard the unexpected answer. How am I going to tell my mom when I go home today? When I came out in the morning to say I was going to the hospital, my mom thought I was leaving today. Her father didn't know yet, so he told her to pretend she had a cold for the time being and to wear a mask at home. I just felt sorry to my mom while listening to the doctor.ㅠ I threw away the money I earned from my hard-working part-time job, which was not even a penny or two, but I threw away my nose, and now I say I miss my original nose. Now, if I only want it, my old nose It seemed so immature that I was just hoping for Mo Yang to return,, at the most, 3 months. How can I endure it for at least 6 months? I'm at a loss. Actually, I'm just rationalizing it right now. No matter how much I blame someone for what I did, nothing will change. Until summer vacation, I plan to prepare for the TOEIC test, study hard for school exams, and exercise. I tried to buy it, but I thought I would look too bad to be discouraged, so I didn't think it would work, but I think it turned out well. I think I was dealt a harsh blow. Myself... before the surgery, I cared about my appearance, just dressed up and went out to play. Studying is on the back burner, my life is on the back burner, I think this is my chance... I just need to prepare for a job. I don't care about external appearance, I just want to cultivate and enhance my inner self. After doing something and being harshly punished, I guess I've grown a little more mature. I'm calm, it's just,, phew,, I was going to look pretty this spring and show up in front of my friends, but I wonder why it's so complicated,,,, and I'm upset. , I thought it went well,, oh,,!! When I asked the doctor how the thing tied to the tip of my nose could return to its original shape, he said that if I inject it into the same area, it would make it round like the old Zeko. I thought it was tied, so I thought I could just untie it. But , I was a little skeptical about whether they should inflate the tip of the nose with an injection to make it round. It seems like I have to keep getting it, like Botox, and I just did that, so you can trust what the doctor says, right?! I walk around the house wearing glasses that are half as big as my face. They say I look like a nerd. When I came home today, my dad opened the door and when he saw my face on the intercom, he asked, “Who are you?” 'omg,,,,-,.-;;;' He didn't recognize my daughter's face. Of course it's because I'm wearing regular glasses that cover half of my face. Phew .
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