It's still been two weeks since I got my hands on it. It may be too early to judge, but
 I think it's ruined. Normally, natural adhesion will go down in two weeks, and the swelling will go down and the pen marks will disappear, but why is it so slow for me? My skin is dark below the line, and it hasn't returned to its normal color yet. The pen marks that others erased in less than a week were also discolored. A few years ago, when I had my first surgery, I managed without any major problems, but maybe I should have gone to that hospital to have it done...
 I don't know why a simple surgery for others turned out to be such a big and scary surgery for me. I shouldn't cry, but all I do is cry, I don't want to go out, and I feel like I'm going to get depressed... Is there anyone else like me?