The process of getting information about eye surgery and selling my skills is so painful. It's ridiculous that I opened a new practice after having my middle school 3rd grader's eyes opened. There's barely any excess skin left, so there's a chance my eyes won't close . And since I earned money by working part-time, if I fail this time, I'm really going to die. Even if you go to a place that everyone says is good at plastic surgery, there's a chance you'll fail. It's really so hard. I didn't go to a rookie doctor because it was cheap, but searching for a second surgery during exam period and drawing lines while looking in the mirror is really so hard. Damn .