I'm going to a consultation to try to double down, but the place I went yesterday was a place I went to because my acquaintance was good, and the consultation with the doctor was okay, but somehow... I feel like I'm avoiding responsibility overall.
 The doctor added that he can't guarantee anything as long as he asks something during the consultation, and the director says I'll do it after the fact. When I asked how to manage the swelling if it was severe, the first answer was that the swelling did not occur well, the second answer was that it needs to pass, and the third answer was that he turned around and said something else.. I asked a total of three times, but he kept saying something different, so I asked again.
 Even if something is really wrong, they just keep saying different things and telling me to wait.. Oh, that's why I don't think I'll do it here. Ah, it's hard to find a hospital.