I'm even more upset because it's all because I didn't love myself.
 I know people will just like me the way I am.
 My life isn't going to go well, but
 I hate myself for thinking that I should just do it when my parents tell me to do it.
 My nose gets red easily in the winter. I hate it so much.
 I usually like activities, but I can't do that anymore. I should
 have just used the
money for the surgery to go on a trip abroad. I came back
 today after getting a consultation for re-education, but I have no money and I don't want to see people.
 My life has changed so much with the nose surgery.