You have to do crazy research in advance, endure a long recovery period, and even if there are no side effects, the process of finding out and following up on other follow-up measures due to changes after the surgery is very difficult.
 I have benefited from many plastic surgery procedures, but the process has made me sensitive and friendly with people. Unlike in the past when I was good at showing off things, I seem to have
 become more defensive. If I reveal that I had surgery, I will be criticized for having sex and become a target of ridicule, so I have to go through a lot of trouble on my own to cover it up. I put in a lot of effort and money, but I am resentful of society's gaze for being undervalued like this, so
 if I look pretty, I get jealous. I wouldn't have been looked at like that if I were a great person, but
 I
 feel like I'm vaguely pretty by my standards, so I hear people say things like that, and I think
 I need to stop getting plastic surgery now to be psychologically healthy.