It's only been a month, but I can move the area where I removed the ribs, so I thought my body would be fine, so I sucked in a cigarette and exhaled it with my mouth, so it wouldn't put any strain on my nose. Haha. I was studying in the library again,
  but my ribs were throbbing and my nose suddenly became a bit heavy. It seems like... I felt like I was really in trouble even though I only smoked one. I was already tired and I thought something would happen. Why did I act like this? I really just threw the cigarette in the trash can, but I was so mad at myself for doing something stupid and regretting it. Should I have smoked it last night too? I was really debating whether to open it or not, but I decided not to open it and went to sleep.