It may be because of my personality, but it seems like the environment makes me more intimidated.
 I got plastic surgery because I was teased a lot because of my appearance since I was young. Even on the operating table, I kept repeating the things I was teased about back then and
 endured the scary things. As a result, even I became more obsessed with my appearance and people I started to look at my friends' appearances and
 was shocked to see that dieting and the body I thought was overweight was considered normal in America.
 I wanted to live in an environment where I didn't care much about my appearance, but is it just an illusion?