Four months ago, I had double eyelid surgery with an in-outline incision and also had eye correction + epicanthoplasty.

When I had the first surgery, the surrounding reaction was good, but I was not satisfied with the pupil exposure of about 60%, so I had to have the surgery again. After the surgery, everyone around me said nothing but negative things, such as why did you do it + why are your eyes like this?

The left eye was okay, but the right eye had a sausage line that was too high, and my eyes had thick eyelid fat in the first place, so I had to use an inner pair. The moment you go in and out, you're bound to become a sausage, but I overlooked this...
 
After double-hand revision surgery, my facial harmony was obviously broken and my eyes looked unnatural at every moment. It's
 
hard and I want to die, but I'm looking into revision surgery with the intention of grasping at any straw.