This year was the most important year, so I had a second eye surgery 8 years ago at another hospital due to a buried double eyelid, and it was even more ruined... My eyes have caused me to develop social phobia, so I can't go out. School starts tomorrow, and I want to die... Go to the hospital and get a refund. I want to have the surgery again as soon as possible, but this time I saved money on installments, so I don't have any money, and it would cost twice as much to open my eyes twice. What should I really do? I think it would be better to have eye surgery and go to school with swollen eyes than to go to school in this condition. .. I'm going to see the doctor again next month, but I can't do my daily life properly because of my eyes and it's so uncomfortable. Should I ask for a refund so I can have the surgery again as soon as possible? Or should I go to a mental hospital, get counseling, get medicine, and ask for a prescription?
눈을 못봐서 얼마나 망했다는건지 모르겠지만 나 딱 앞트임 했을때 이랬는데 다들 왜했냐 전이낫다 복원도 엄청 알아보고 그랬지만 돈없고 무서워 못했거든 근데 시간 지나니까 자연스럽게 또 돌아오더라 !! 붓기랑 다 빠지고 눈에 적응되는데까지 솔직히 1-2년 걸리기도 해서 수술한지 얼마안된거면 너무 울지말고 화장 예쁘게 하고 커버하고 다니다가 재수하는 방향으로 긍정적으로 생각하자!
괜찮아 너무 조급해하면 괜히 더 나쁜생각만하게 되니까... 마음 다잡고 차근차근 돈모아서 더 실력좋은 재수술 병원으로 가보자. 그동안은 안경이랑 모자 꼭 같이쓰고다니구 대학 애들은 그냥 그게 자기 패션인가보다 하고 생각하는게 대부분일테니 너무 주위시선에 신경쓰지말구!!! 그렇게 이상하게 쳐다보진않을거야