I don't know what they're thinking. Unless the person concerned honestly asks what they think, isn't it rude to say to their face that they were better before surgery, even if they actually felt better before surgery? I can't turn my face to the past, I've already done it,
 so what should I do? I feel like I'm dying from depression because I've failed, but one or two of my acquaintances tell me that it was better before I did it, so I want to die. I really feel like my heart sinks every time I hear things like this.