I kept thinking about it until the day before the surgery, but in the end,
 I was scared of the side effects, so I lost the reservation deposit and canceled the surgery. At the time, I felt relieved because the surgery was canceled and decided to just live with my nose, but
 a day later, I looked in the mirror again and looked at the picture and felt depressed.
 Why was I so scared when I should have just closed my eyes and had the surgery? Wow
 , I'm looking into rhinoplasty again. I feel so pathetic and depressed.
 I wish I had just been born with a pretty nose.