The face is really big, the eyes are close together (3cm between the eyebrows), the eyes are small and close together, the margins between the eyes are pacific, and from the bottom of the eyebrows in the middle to the tip of the nose, it's 6.5, so it's really long, the middle area is sunken, and not only is it long, but it's a double nose, so the nose itself is really big, the eyes are even, and the lips are too. It's small, 4cm wide, my face is full of pores and acne, my impression is blurry, and the forehead is wide, so I wish I could change it with plastic surgery, but my face itself is a total mess, so I don't know what to do and how to fix it, and I have a complex about the parts that won't change even if I lose weight or get plastic surgery, so it's so hard when I look in the mirror. I want to die every time, I just want to give up on everything, what should I do, what kind of surgery should I do? It's really hard.
 

Thank you so much for all the comments. I want to comment on each one, but I'm afraid I won't be able to do that.. I've really wanted to die because of my face for several years, and I have every mirror in the house. I absolutely hated being photographed and had severe self-loathing. Thank you so much for your kind words. Thank you for the advice. I will try to live more confidently.