Have you had the same surgery as a relative and have your parents or relatives said who did better?
 
 I'm so stressed out about this right now, I know, but if you say that to my face, I'm really, really depressed (of course, I'm not saying the surgery was a failure, I'm just sad, whereas my blood relative's eyes were always big and protruding, so they're in and out),
 
and this too. Also, I'm not satisfied, so I'm going to have a second surgery in a little while, but I'll be so sad if the results are worse than now...
 
I really want to hold on to the doctor and beg him to make me look good. I was compared to him when we were having dinner earlier, and I just laughed it off in front of him, but it hurt me so much. It was...ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅜㅜ