I had reconstruction twice because my first eyelid surgery was ruined,
 but I'm still suffering from the webbed appearance.
 If I had known from the beginning that it would be such a scary surgery, I would never have had it, but
 these days, there are many side effects and I think most people who failed are the same as me.
 Life is like this with canthoplasty . I never thought I would be
 unhappy . The hospital that ruined my eyes like that is a plastic surgery clinic in Seoul. What's
 so funny is that the bastard doctor made my eyes look like shit and
 posted it on the internet on a blog saying that he was good at posterior epicanthoplasty. It was so outrageous that it wasn't even funny. After that, I started to get angry. I looked into epicanthoplasty reconstruction, but it wasn't done anywhere. People here seem to know a little bit, but if you do reconstruction anywhere, it might get worse or it might not get any better
 . So, I looked into it a bit and found out, I had it done at the hospital,
 and it got better, and after a few months, I went back to u again. It was wide open ㅡㅜ
 Now I was preparing to do it in ㅂㅇ. Someone told me never to do that there. When they say that they've thrown away all their eyes, oh wow, what should I do? I did some research and found out that it's either ㅈㅇ or ㅅㅅㄹ, but there's nothing to say that they're really bad at everything. After going to counseling, they say they're good at everything, but I'm confused. We're not lab rats, really. I'm doing it with the intention of doing it, but if something goes wrong again, I'm really thinking of committing suicide. Do the doctors know how desperate this is?
 Since depression has become my friend now, I would like to hear the opinions of anyone who is in the same situation as me. I believe you feel the same despair and pain as I do. Let’s get through it together! ㅜㅜ