It's my first surgery, so honestly, I don't have any thoughts about cancer , but why am I still not sleeping!!!! It's 2 in the morning, and I have to be there by 9 because I have a 10 o'clock surgery tomorrow . All I need is a hat, ID card, and a shirt that I can easily change into. I'm just going to call a taxi by myself. Why do you feel like you don't feel anything? Are you sleeping?