It was disastrous, the words coming back were disastrous, and
 
I tied my hair up because of my chin and went outside. Except for the time when I wore a mask during the corona virus, I never did it. I’ve never done it since I was born
 
. There were times when I thought it would be nice if my face was ground on asphalt.
 
One day, I was so angry that I kept hitting my chin with my fist while crying. In recent years, I bought lifting tape and put it on every day, so my skin got tattered. Even if I didn’t do everything, I always attached tape.
 
I hated art class the most in elementary and middle school, but I hated drawing my friend’s face the most
 
. I was extremely scared and hated it because of my face shape after being photographed... My friends didn't take pictures of me well, though I don't know why, so when I took my graduation pictures, I just gave up and took them. I just laughed it off because it was embarrassing... Even when I go out with my family and ask them to take a family picture, they don't take a picture at all. I want to take a picture too...
 
but I tried it. Even if I try it, the overall framework is not good, so the satisfaction level is high only at the beginning, but later on, the thought of wanting to outline it only increased more.

I tried to talk to my mom today, but she told me to leave. She told me not to think about going out and doing things out of sight. I understand that you think it is several times more dangerous than the eyes and nose because it is a bone-shaving surgery, but it hurts my heart that you just don't listen to the stress I've been under. I understand that your mother is hurting too. So it's so hard I've been crying for three hours