After the second nose revision surgery, the silicone returned. I heard that
 it could be easily corrected, so I had a closed surgery again 3 weeks ago, but in the end, the correction was not possible and it was more curved than before, so I had to have another surgery this week with an open surgery.
 I was worried until just before that it would change the shape of the tip of my nose, but it never happened. I trusted that it would change, but the columella tilted and the scar got worse.
 I was anxious because I had had my nose pierced twice in a month. When I contacted the hospital, they said there was no answer and they told me to talk to the manager in charge, but the manager did not even contact me, saying I would consult. It doesn't work, and
 every time I look in the mirror, my insides explode, but I have no place to talk, so I'm writing this out of frustration.
 I've had this surgery and that surgery many times, but I've never been as upset as I am this time. Really.