I thought I could have the surgery right away if I put my mind to it, but
 I've been
looking for hospitals for months,
 going to consultations on the weekends,
 and if I put down a reservation
 deposit, I spend all night looking for reviews.
 If I see a bad review, I cancel again.
 
Then
 I spend all night looking for hospitals and reading reviews
 again
. I want to stop living this life.
 Post a success review and say Yesa Seong. I want to graduate