Is this snow now???
 How do your eyes look? They say you have sausage eyes, but
 do they look like you really need eye correction?
 Before, the lines were lower and my eyes had never looked so swollen. It had a mild look...
 Everyone I met told me that my eyes were big and attractive, but I
 never heard of plastic surgery or anything like that...
 (The Gwangju doctor actually made my eyes like this) I want to grab the doctor by the collar^^ hahaha)
 
Even when I weighed 47kg, my eyes were a bit weird, so even my parents recommended a second surgery.
 But I'm also worried that if I fail again, my depression will get worse.
 (I've thought about dying a few times... so
 it's a long TMI...)
 
I'm wondering if I should just take care of my body through exercise and diet for the rest of my life instead of getting eye surgery, but
 I really don't know.