Sometimes I get double eyelids on my own, and
 I put double eyelids on my eyes.
 I wonder if it will be the same if I get double eyelid surgery at a hospital? Or if it's very different
 
. The double eyelids that I get sometimes are pretty, but they don't match my image and I feel burdened (inner double eyelids without fat in the eyelids)
 . I tried getting them made in various sizes and shapes, but... it didn't work out well, so I wonder if I should just be satisfied with the inner double eyelids for now... and I have a lot of worries ㅠㅠ
 
Please give me some advice!!!!