I did it in Suwon and shed tears of blood. I'm looking into Seoul for reoperation. I had it in Suwon and it's driving me crazy. I never dreamed I'd be the one with the failed eye . That's because I originally had a couple of patches above my eyes. I lived in a way that I was satisfied with myself, and I thought my eyes were pretty. I've heard that often. But every time I open my eyes, I want to make my eyes that are slightly falling upward more clearly. Her mom suddenly gave her money and told her if she wanted to do it. So I did it on a whim - -; ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ It’s really painful. I’m going crazy. In my case, my eyes were so attractive that I was even told that they were pretty, rather than being disliked. Among my face, my eyes were my trademark, but I was greedy to become cooler and prettier, but they ended up being as bad as before. It would be less unfair if my eyes were originally ugly. People around me...it's better before. I listen to it all the time, so I don't meet people anymore. ㅠㅠ Why did I become like this? There were a lot of people who met me because of my eye smile... ㅠㅠ My eye smile, my eyes that were full of mischief, and the thick cute wrinkles under my eyes have all disappeared (oh no, they can disappear completely. I don't think I'm myself. For a year, Even when I look at my face, I can't get used to it and it's driving me crazy) My expression has changed drastically and my face has become more stuffy due to the epicanthoplasty. I live without meeting people at all. When I look at my face every morning when I wash my face. I can't help but sigh. In the past, I heard a lot of people say I was pretty, but... ㅠㅠ This is so bad, really. Do I have to die? I really want to die.