I'm scheduled for surgery on Friday the 29th. I had pre-surgery tests today... blood test, urine test, chest x-ray, electrocardiogram... I 've always had a huge complex about my breasts.. In fact, I have countless complexes other than my breasts... I'm 158 cm tall and weigh 53 kg.. I'm overweight, have a big head, small pelvis... I'm completely straight... chubby and straight... my mouth protrudes... and my breasts are also cliffs... Anyway, there's nothing feminine about me... The doctor said my breast size is only about 50 CC. Can you guess the size? But I never once thought about getting breast augmentation. First of all, the cost is enormous, and I thought my dad would beat me to death if I did it again... I'm still single, but I'm 31 years old, so if my dad puts the brakes on, I have to stop everything. But everything happened in an instant... About a month ago, my mom called me and said, "There's a breast enlargement machine? A cream? on the home shopping channel right now. Should I buy one?" I got really annoyed for a moment. So I said loudly that even someone with a decent amount of breasts would be effective, but someone like me doesn't need it. I told her that I have the breasts of an elementary school student, and hung up the phone. But I think those words kept bothering my mom. A few days later, when we went to the countryside, my dad suddenly told me to sit next to him. I thought he was telling me to get married again, so I forced myself to sit down even though I didn't want to. But then all of a sudden, my dad said, "I'm a man too, but I'd rather have some breasts than none on a woman. If you have such a complex about your breasts, look them up online and at hospitals. It doesn't seem like there will be any side effects, so get surgery." I was speechless. When he told me to get surgery, he meant that he would even pay for the surgery. I think my mom exaggerated a lot about my complex to him. When she said she would give me the surgery, even though I had never thought about getting breast augmentation, my breast augmentation became a done deal in an instant. Before I changed my mind, I looked into hospitals. At first, I went to a university hospital and a private hospital to get it done here in Gwangju, so I went for consultations. I decided to go to a private hospital and paid a deposit. But my parents said that the hospital in Seoul would be better because they have more experience, so I started looking into hospitals in Seoul again last Monday. I called about six hospitals. That's when I found out about Seongyesa. I went to Seoul last Friday and had consultations at four hospitals. And I narrowed it down to two hospitals... I was going to decide by Friday if I wanted to do it during the Chuseok holiday, but it wasn't easy to decide... The first of the two narrowed down hospitals was in Gangnam, and the director explained everything in great detail during the consultation... That's why I trusted him. After I almost made up my mind, I went to the fourth hospital, Apgujeong, and that's where my worries started... The consultation was much less satisfying than the first hospital. The time was also short... Well, I didn't ask any questions... After hearing the same thing over and over again from every hospital, I even found myself thinking about other things during the consultation. But I trusted the doctor at the hospital for no reason. Maybe it's because he looked kind... But he didn't seem like the type of person who would talk nonsense later. And one more reason that doesn't make sense... When doctors at other hospitals call me by my name, they call me Mr. ***, including my last name, but this hospital doctor calls me Mr. ** without my last name... I felt closer to this title... Anyway, while telling myself how nonsense this is... I was drawn to it. I stayed up all night worrying and worrying... I still couldn't make a decision until 2pm on Saturday, so I decided to just do whatever my heart wanted, called a hospital in Apgujeong, set a surgery date and time, and paid a deposit. I felt relieved after deciding on a hospital. This story is getting too long... I went to the internal medicine department today (yesterday, since it's after midnight) to get the tests I needed before the surgery. I had a blood test, urine test, chest X-ray, and electrocardiogram without insurance. I expected it to be up to 100,000 won, but surprisingly it only came to 33,000 won.... The test results showed that everything else was normal, but the urine test showed a little protein in the urine. He said that this level comes out even when you're stressed or tired, so it won't affect general anesthesia. But I was still worried... Not that I wouldn't be able to have the surgery, but that I might get sick later... After the test results came out, I spoke to the head of the plastic surgery clinic, and when I told him the test results, he said that it's only a level that comes out even if you eat a lot of meat the day before, so not to worry. After hearing that, I thought about it and realized that I had eaten duck for lunch the day before and grilled eel for dinner. In fact, I was worried that my hemoglobin level would be low because I felt a little dizzy when I sat down and stood up, so I went to eat duck. I don't usually eat duck. Because of the smell of tuna... But I went. And with the guy I saw yesterday. He must have been a little surprised. The first time we met, the girl suggested we go eat duck meat... but it was still a lot cheaper than eating steak at an expensive place, so she should be thankful to me... and that evening, a close junior came over to visit and said she wanted to eat grilled eel, so we went to eat grilled eel... when I thought about that, my worries disappeared... Anyway, I had my pre-surgery checkup and now I have to go up to Seoul for the surgery in a few days. At this point, I'm starting to worry about the pain after the surgery. Today, they put a needle in my arm for a blood test and it hurt so much... This already hurts, so how are they going to handle such a big surgery... Will they have to give me an injection when they put me under anesthesia? Will it hurt? How will I deal with the pain the next day after I wear off the anesthesia?ㅠㅠ .... Especially the massage... I'm dead now. I have to go to Seoul for the surgery alone, and after the surgery, I have to go to my younger brother's house near Kyodae Station by myself after the hospital the next day (my brother has to work), and my brother will be home for the Chuseok holiday, so I'll have to fight the pain and spend my time in my brother's empty studio apartment alone... Plus, my dad's birthday is two days before Chuseok... He's turning 60 this year... Even though I decided not to celebrate, it's not my duty as a son... If the test results today had said that surgery was not possible, I wouldn't have to worry about this... But I'm still going to have the surgery. If I don't do it now, I think I'll regret it for the rest of my life... I rambled on and on, and the story was too long. I'll write another review after the surgery...