I want to commit suicide because my plastic surgery failed. I used to have really pretty eyes and had double eyelids, but I was greedy and wanted to become even prettier, so I had eye surgery. The hospital recommended eye correction + semi-out incisions, and I guess they were trying to catch a clueless idiot. Double eyelid surgery is a common surgery these days, so I thought I wouldn't fail. I just had a hard time, but after doing it, my coordination was all broken, my eyes were puffy, the whites of my eyes were all visible, my eyes were not closed, my mucous membranes were lifting, and other functional pains. I just wanted to die. I thought it might be because of the swelling, so I waited for several months and it didn't get any better. On the contrary, because the swelling has gone down, it looks like a surprised rabbit's eyes. The cost of reoperation is quite high. It is three times the cost of eye bridge + double eyelid surgery. Moreover, even if the eye correction is removed, it is not clear whether the eyes will be exactly the same as before. I am afraid that I will write a will and commit suicide if the reoperation does not work.
나도 뭣도 모르고 눈매교정이랑 쌍수 같이 했는데..
눈 안 감기고 눈 감아도 살짝 떠지는 거 있었어..
눈매교정 근육을 잘못 묶었는지 점막쪽이 각져서 찝힌것처럼 되어있어 지금도 오른쪽 방향으로 눈알 굴리면 사시처럼 보여
수술한지 4년 넘어가니까 눈 안 감기는건 해결됐어
나도 눈매교정 풀고싶다.. 진짜 하면 안되는 수술이었는데…
나도 진짜 자살마렵다
아무것도 못하고 정병인채로 5년흐름
커리어 욕심도 있엇던 사람이라 더 죽고싶어
눈은 나름 안전하고 유명하고 정말 잘하기로 유명한사람찾아가서햇는데 진짜 너무 망햇고
안하는게 나았을 수술도 하고
죽고싶어걍
재수술비 감당도 못하고 이얼굴로 살아갈지신도없고 아직도 일하느라 고생하고 나이드신 부모님보기도너무미안하고 정말죽고만싶다
남들은 다 쉽게사는거같은데 난 왜이러냐