I'm dying...lol On the first day, I pressed my nose with a bandage to prevent swelling, and there was blood on my neck, so I felt like I was going to die because I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't sleep, so I went crazy. Time passed very slowly... I used a paper cup to reduce the blood on my neck. I'm spitting out blood in my mouth every 10 minutes...I'm getting more and more tired...lol Why did I have surgery ? I tried again, but the phlegm started to bleed like crazy and I kept getting nauseous. My nose was blocked and cleared again and again due to the pressure. I felt like I had severe rhinitis. My nose and throat were clogged, so it was really painful to just sit still. I could hardly sleep, so I stayed up all night with my eyes open . Before the surgery, I was told I could lead a normal life, but my throat was so swollen that I couldn't speak and it was hard to breathe. What kind of daily life is that? I'm swearing.. When I had nose surgery, it was painful because it was blocked by a wick, but this is even worse.. I remember the foods I liked.. and I got stimulated, so I moved. I can't eat that much haha. They said I could eat rice, but the roof of my mouth was sutured? The porridge was so swollen that it hurt like tears every time I passed it. I replaced the porridge with a completely balanced nutritional diet that patients eat instead of rice called New Care. On the second day, I was just fighting the phlegm. I couldn't even talk to other people because my throat was swollen and phlegmatic. I am gargling with Betadine antiseptic solution every hour or two. The stitches can be removed on the 10th day, so I have to keep gargling until then. I had such a severe complex that I decided to do it after deciding for several years... but it is so painful that I feel like I am going crazy. This is the first time that time passes so slowly... When I try to spit out the phlegm, the roof of my mouth is irritated and the pain is severe and the irritation causes more blood to come out... I'm already stressed about how I'll survive braces...
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