[안면윤곽후기] Those who have undergone aristocratic surgery, please help me.

It's been 4 months since I had Nose Surgery (silicon) intraoral surgery and nose tip surgery.. It was very swollen at first, but the swelling subsided after 3 months. I went to the hospital today to have it removed because it was thick and seemed a bit long (all my friends and family think). The doctor asked me why I was trying to take it out before taking it out, so I said that I didn't like the fact that the nose was enlarged and that the philtrum was slightly longer. He told me to bring a friend who said that... And he said that he couldn't guarantee that the width of his nose would be reduced by removing the nobleman. I'm telling you to remove it.. I really want to die.. What should I do? ㅜㅜ Please help ㅜㅜ