[안면윤곽후기] I posted this on January 3rd ^^

I posted this on January 3rd and said I didn't have a computer at home so I could reply, but a week passed and they said they didn't use it ㅜ.ㅜ It's a friend's house, but I don't have any friends, so I'm posting secretly. Ah, this miserable reality. It's already been 40 days today, but the swelling still hasn't improved. Everyone's posts Thank you for posting it. It really helped me. ^^ Someone who has tried it knows how it feels. I went to the hospital yesterday and every time I go to the hospital, I get depressed because of the swelling, so they said that if I come tomorrow, they will do an ultrasound or something. That will help the swelling go down. He was a bit condescending to me, but other hospitals don't do it. Anyway, it doesn't work, so I didn't say anything good, but I never said anything bad. Anyway, every time I go to the hospital, I know that it's useless to say it a hundred times until the swelling goes down, so I always keep a straight face ㅡㅡ; I know that the swelling will continue to go down for about 3 to 6 months, but I've been hanging out in a corner of the house recently, and I met two friends, and they asked me why my face was so swollen, and they asked if it was painful somewhere, and they said it was bigger than my previous face... And one of my friends also lost weight. Why is it so bad? I shouldn't listen to it, but when I see pictures of people who had successful surgeries and people whose swelling has gone down, I worry that the surgery I spent all my money on might not be effective. I wonder if it would have been better if I had gone to another hospital instead of this hospital. I was watching Seven Days a few days ago and it was like that. They say that worrying is the reason why people who had plastic surgery and got it wrong go to a psychiatrist. Of course, it's not that the surgery was done wrong, but if it doesn't work, doesn't that mean they did something wrong? Anyway, the wound is healing well and the mouth opening seems to be getting better, but this guy's face is trying to get smaller. .It's really hard to see when the effect will take effect. Like you said, time is really short, but the reason I'm more anxious is because I have to spend all my savings and go to work, but I can't work because of the damn swelling, and I don't have any money. I think it's because of that . .sob