Wow,, I didn't know it would be this hard I only outlined my desire to become pretty, but I regret it so much... I kept it a secret from my mom and dad. I'm trying to get rid of swelling at home, but I'm wondering what I can do at the end of the year. I can't even go for a walk, just looking in the mirror wondering when I'll be able to smile brightly and wondering if my chin is too chiseled... Oh, and while I was eating earlier, a strand of stitches came out. Is that okay..? There is no pain.......