[Double eyelid Burial] Before the swelling went down, I thought it was ruined.

It was even for about three months and I was upset every day while looking in the mirror, thinking, "Oh, my double eyes are ruined." But after a year, my double eyes became roughly symmetrical. After a year and a half, almost everyone says they are symmetrical now. Why is the swelling so bad that I feel like hell every day ? I must have felt it,,ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ