30 days after local relocation

It's been over a month now. I recently went to the hospital for a check-up. It's a lot better than the first time, though. It's funny because there's still a pull mark on the left side. Local redistribution. I pulled the part that was saggy... I asked him to loosen the tension a bit... Then he said no because his eyes were glued together. They said it was pulled in the same way... The left eyelid sags more so the lower part looks like that... I could have argued further, but I didn't. It's your mistake. It's like asking me to admit my mistake. And I'm afraid of reoperation. Every time I look in the mirror... I feel like I will get better... and I am afraid that it might just stay the same. I change my mind because the teacher doesn't admit his mistakes in the first place. The before and after photos also use lighting. The before photos are too ugly and the after photos are blurry so the wrinkles themselves are not visible. I think this is the same not only in this hospital but also in other places. I wish that weren't the case, but... they say  you can swim and sauna after a month. Because the area under my eyes hasn't recovered yet. I don't think I can use goggles at all... After the surgery... I only gained weight. It doesn't move and it stings. I am also gaining a lot of weight.  How long has it been since other people used goggles after surgery? I’m curious.. about my son, too. We've become a complete couple. He said he liked it best when the stitches were unraveled. I asked if the line could be raised a little higher. They firmly say no..