The doctor made my eyes like this

I think I was hurt by that conscienceless doctor. Even though I didn't need ptosis correction , the funny thing about receiving an incision and upper lift was that I went in for this operation without knowing what an upper lift was . It's so pitiful . It's unnatural and the side effects are severe due to ptosis correction, so it's hard every day . It's a surgery that I just tried to be happy, but it's dark in front of my eyes. In this case, I really don't know what to do . I can hear tinnitus now , and I really like that muscles were tied up . I really want to live . It's such a waste to end my life like this . So, other than asking the hospital for a solution, is my only effort to consult at another hospital ?