Double number three ruined reviews

I am 20 years old now, and since I was 18 I've had three... double eyelid surgery... but I think I'll have to do it four times... The first surgery was done in a large hospital, you know almost everything... but after 3 months it was resolved and after 6 months I had revision surgery, but it came loose after 3 months, so I went to another hospital because I was pissed off. But...so after I argued with him, he said he wouldn't talk to the patient who was trying to argue like this, and he left lol... Please, please don't go here. I can't do this, it makes me weird, it makes me anxious like this... I really regret going here... So I've been looking for a reoperation hospital now, but it's possible to lower the line because there's no skin to spare, but they say they can't cut out the scar... It's not enough, but the money goes out as it is... I really wish the second plastic surgeon died. Really... Wouldn't it be better to have surgery to lower the line? I can't even see people's faces properly. The scars are so bad and the lines on the sausages are eye-sized...