depressed ,,

It's been about 15 years since I had double eyelid surgery. I originally had dark inner double eyelids, but my mom dragged me to get it done because she said it looked stuffy because the eye width was a bit narrow. I didn't even know if it was a famous place or a good place, so my mom went to a famous place . They say it, but even if you search for a good place, it doesn't come up. A few years after I had double eyelid surgery (it's been so long since exactly, I can't remember), the right side has loosened slightly and a scar is visible, and the left side looks like there's a lump of fat in the middle of the eyelid. (?) I felt a foreign body, and the line sagged slightly, so the two sides became even. However, it wasn't very noticeable, so I didn't pay any attention to it. I hated being in pain so much that I had no intention of having a second eyelid surgery. However, early this year, my right eyelid completely loosened, so I switched to my original double eyelid. So, I was so stressed out that I had double eyelids , so I messed around with double eyelids, and they came back slightly. So, I'm going to do a magic spell. Hiyu,, ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ Pain is the scariest thing in the world,, ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ I'll get a lot of information here and live a happy life haha.