[쌍수토론] I was buried 9 years ago and I opened my eyes ㅜㅜ

9 years ago, I had a bruise and an abscess in Apgujeong. Even then, the swelling went on for over 6 months, so everyone around me said that it was much better, but after the swelling went down, I was able to settle down and have a good time . When I started, I now have double eyelids on one side, but only the front part ㅜㅜ But my friend who had the same eye on the same side also sees that the eye on the same side has been loosened, and the director wants to tie the right side up . I'm told to do it again, but I can't do it because I'm so scared because of the swelling I've had for half a year... TTTT