I restored the front slit yesterday...ㅜㅜ

At the hospital where I originally worked, the doctor recommended a round, pointed shape, but I wanted to return it to the original shape, so I asked for a pointed shape ... Do I have to explain.. The shape of the front of the eyes is sharp and small, so I can see a lot of black and almost no whites.. It 's only been a day and I haven't loosened the stitches yet, but what if I keep this shape... Even though I'm not trying to think about it... I keep thinking about it. I was.. ㅠㅠ Was I supposed to listen to other people... I told him not to.. But I was so stressed out... I could only see the front part in the mirror ... Am I being impatient? My eyes are so blind. I can see.. I feel like someone is lacking somewhere .. ㅠㅠ