Double eyelid correction 3 and a half months

It's been 3 and a half months since I've been doing it, and to be honest, I haven't really heard anything good about it.. Maybe it's because I haven't been able to get a seat since I've only been there for 3 and a half months, or it's not a good fit for me... When I meet my friends, I hear that everything is unnatural. I didn't make double eyelids because I wanted to, but at the doctor's recommendation.. I was so angry that I wanted to kill the doctor for about 2 months, but now I'm just going to do it. I'm going to wait at least 6 months, but it's so hard