Partial incision eye correction ㅠman

It's the 19th day since I had eye correction through partial incision... First of all, it's very unnatural and my eyes are severely misaligned. Even when I look at the right side, my nose is dilated. Especially when I frown slightly, my left eye closes much more than my right eye (uneven eyes) when I look in the mirror. The surgery area is still a little red... but it's still so unnatural and my eyes are so misaligned that I'm scared. Will this become more natural over time?... How long will it take ? It's really crazy.