Really... I want to die... One side was completely torn and the other side wasn't as torn, so it's not symmetrical at all. It doesn't show up well in the picture, but in real life, it can't be this idiotic. When I asked the doctor about it , he said he did it on purpose. No, how can they purposely tear my eyes apart? It seems like they're trying to make idiots out of me. He said that it won't matter once the stitches are removed and the swelling goes down because it'll be similar. Aside from the swelling, my right and left eyes start from the center of my nose and are different. Is it okay to have a second surgery 4 days after the first? I really want to die. If the second surgery goes wrong, I'll kill the doctor and I'll die too.