For those of you who regretted it..

I had the double eyelid surgery first. After double eyelid surgery, I became prettier, and this is the first time I've heard that she's pretty. So I went to the hospital and they said that I had to get my front cleaved. They said it would be nice to do it because the distance between their eyes was too far, and they said they wouldn't do it if it looked fierce, so I did it because it didn't look like that. So, it's been over a year since I had double eyelid surgery, and I underwent cataract surgery. It's been over 6 months since I waited thinking that it'll get better with time... But now it's been 6 months since I got my front slit, and the shape of the front slit looks so weird, too cheap, strong, cute, or innocent and kind. No, it feels a bit neutral. Originally, I was a bit neuter before the double eyelid surgery, but it looked feminine with double eyelids. Even looking in the mirror, the front slit was awkward, so it was strangely torn. Even after the doctor went to the hospital, he said that he had a good operation, so it was my mental problem. Do you really want to be a teacher? Basically, surgery is self-satisfaction. But I was so satisfied with my double eyelids that I didn't think of a hospital. If it's going to be like this with the front slit, then why do you want to do it? My friend has a bright impression of looking fierce with the front part open, but I think it's because the front part is too ripped. It has changed to the impression that men are shy, so I look like a man everywhere I go. I hear things like that. What should I do? I have to prepare for a job, but I hate nothing and just feel so depressed. ㅠㅠ