Those of you who took the lead

I had surgery on the 24th, and the stitches haven't come off yet. As others have written, I originally had round eyes ( they said they looked a little younger ㅡㅡ;), but my eyes were torn to the side, so I was surprised to see my eyes. I told you to open your eyes a little bit. I'm so scared. Will it get better if I remove the stitches? This image is not the image I wanted at all. According to my current condition, my eyes are 10,000 times better than before ㅠㅠ And another thing I'm worried about is that they say they get sick when the stitches are removed. Is it really that painful? I tore off the tape today, and even when I disinfected it, it was painful, but when I think about removing the stitches, I already have tears in my eyes,, Please let me know~