I took out the stitches and died ㅠㅠFinally!!!!!!!!!!

Oh let go.. My friend said that before he went, They say that when I pull out the stitches, I cry tears of blood And when I had surgery, He said he was nervous, and the nurse said that it was better than the surgery People say it hurts more to remove stitches, but that’s okay! I'm doing everything, but it's like this..? I was scared from then on... I looked at the reviews... wow... but there are also people who say it hurts There are people who are not sick This seems to vary from hospital to hospital and nurse to nurse I........I....... I'm so sorry, I'd rather have had another surgery. I thought they were really cutting flesh.. I did it lying down, but I held my back tight... I pinched the backs of my hands with the nails I had grown for two months I've never done anything like that since I was born. I can't believe I'm torturing my body ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ I came out with all the stitches taken out, but my hands were bruised haha As soon as my friend saw me, he said " Hey...you must be really sick, I feel like my eyes are going to fall out~" It was like this hahaha Because I screamed a bit haha Ah anyway ㅜ.ㅜ I felt it again while pulling out the stitches I will never have surgery on anything again.. I will not.. Phew...now that the stitches are taken out, the swelling will go down quickly, right? And my friend told me not to put a compress on it for a while after removing the stitches. It would open up an eye wound... But at my hospital, they say it's okay to apply compresses... You can alternate between hot and cold compresses haha Should I do it or not? ㅋㅠㅠㅠ The doctor said that I have thick fat in my eyes and the swelling will go down. I guess I should do it >ㅜㅜ What... hot?... cold...?