I did it with 9mm...

Did you hold it too thick? The teacher said it was good for opening my eyes, but the swelling doesn't go down so much, and I'm really worried. It's been 5 weeks since I had a pair of cups, but the swelling looks like a person's eyes for about 2 weeks, and I can't even go out without sunglasses. I had a complete cut, epicanthoplasty, and fat removal. You always want to look natural. Is there anyone who has become like a sokssang cup by using 9mm? I am very depressed because of the swelling and thickness.