I’m upset!! ㅠㅠWhat should I do!! I miss my old eyes!!

It's the 13th day of complete healing!! The swelling isn't that bad!! Just looking at the arm... it feels and looks really cool!! It's like he's frowning all day long!!-_-;; No matter what your hairstyle is, it’s weird!! I have dark skin, very dark hair, and very thick eyebrows... I have deep-set eyes, so I look old... and I look just like a Southeast Asian!!-_-;; I saw some Southeast Asian people in the subway bathroom today...they were really similar to me!!ㅠㅠ I want to look a little more innocent...-_-;; Will it get better once the swelling goes down???ㅠㅠ Really, I'm upset all day today1!ㅠㅠ