I'm really hopeless~!!! I prepared for over a year ㅜㅜ

Reoperation~ I saved up all my money and went to get a consultation starting today... I didn't have time today, so I went to Cheongdam (because this is a hospital specializing in reoperation)...< a i=1> I was almost at the end of the hospital, and I think the doctor glanced at me to see if he was tired. Anyway, I asked the doctor to just do it naturally without asking too much, but he frowned and told me not to do it. If I really wanted to do it, I should do it after 1-2 years. I really suffered for 3 years. I did it... He said he burst into tears at that moment... The condition of my eyes is that there are sausages in the outer folder and ptosis in my right eye,,,but the teacher said they are not sausages and my eye skin is thick so they look like sausages...ㅜㅜ Is that possible?? I guess they only say this at this hospital?? Wouldn’t that be the case if you went to another hospital?? Really... my complaint is that you go to the sauna with a bare face.. ㅜㅜ