Changes over 8 months after double eyelid surgery. (No photos)

(Surgical method) Ptosis and epicanthoplasty through partial incision (Prolapse) Before surgery - Natural eye 2 months after surgery - The line was thick and swollen, so it was 100% recognizable when I went outside . 3 months after surgery - Similar to the 2nd month. The line started to come down slightly. Because of the stress of people finding out that I had double eyelid surgery, I decided to have surgery to remove my double eyelids. 6 months after surgery - Because of the stress of finding out that I had plastic surgery, I visited the hospital 3 times and strongly requested that my double eyelids be erased, but a year later, my request was ignored when I got a drip. 8 months after surgery - My lines have come down a lot, and only the corners of my eyes are visible. I have dark double eyelids. Although it has become slightly lighter, it is still dark. 50% of women recognize it. Then, when I find out that I've double-crossed, I act calm on the outside, but on the inside, I'm so embarrassed that I want to go down a hole. -_-; He's a man. It has been 8 months since the surgery. I plan to eliminate double eyelid surgery. It's embarrassing, but the reason I'm posting the picture is because I want to ask you one last time whether a man would look better with natural eyes without surgery or with darker eyes like that after surgery. And I don't mind seeing people I used to know... I'm going to get rid of my double eyelids. I was greedy before the surgery, but I really want to go back to being a natural person rather than having plastic surgery. I'm more stressed because I'm a man. Looking at my eyes, women wonder whether that man had surgery or not. The reason is because my double eyelids are too thick.. haha. Could it have been done? After thinking this way, they look at me with suspicion haha. I hate this so much... men with plastic surgery... oh, I really hate it... ㅠㅠ To be honest, I like men's eyes to be natural... I don't like dark eyes with double eyelids, right? And how do you feel when you find out that a man had double eyelid surgery? I'm really curious;