It's buried.. it's become a blurry eye...

It's buried..it's not like it's buried..It's the 35th day today, and I close my eyes and I can still see the stitches..I get a sausage every morning..I'm going crazy.. Originally there is a difference in swelling..Isn't it almost all gone in a month? ? Funny thing is, I have to put a lot of effort in my eyes to take a picture.. The swelling comes out like it's gone.. Ego.. I can see the swelling when I just open it.. Maybe it's good.. Is it because it's multi-knot or permanent thread so I don't pull the stitches??.. 6 stitches ..I'm depressed these days.I'm thinking about whether I should wear this or not.. ㅠㅠ What do you guys think.. When I'm naked, I'm afraid of swelling.. I don't know if it's swelling.. or fat.. The doctor isn't telling me to remove the fat. I heard.. what happened to the hair.. I keep thinking that it's not swelling.. ㅠㅠ