I've been interested in nose surgery since high school , and I'm now 33 years old. I've had three nose surgeries so far. I haven't had any inflammation, and I felt like my nose (tip) went down a little bit each time , so I kept doing it out of greed, but at the time, I was satisfied with it. In the end, it goes down over time... So I thought I should give up on the tip of my nose and just live with it, but now the area where the bridge of my nose connects to the tip of my nose is slightly hilly and hollow, so I'm really stressed. I didn't want to have surgery anymore, so I wanted to have it removed, but I couldn't have the surgery because I was working at a company at the time. I looked into it a lot on the Internet, and when I saw a picture of someone in the same case as me and filling the dent with filler, I went right away and got the filler, too. Usually, fillers after nose surgery are said to be dangerous, but the doctor knew the risks and said he would compensate by injecting only a small amount, avoiding the blood vessels. It is more expensive than regular fillers, but there was no way to get it, so I had the procedure and was satisfied with it, but after about a year, the filler was absorbed and the indentation was visible again. I am on leave from work due to the coronavirus, so I have a lot of time, so I am now thinking about having surgery to remove it. I can't even get filler in my nose after having surgery once a year. But my fear of surgery is growing again. In my teens and 20s, I worked hard to meet absolute beauty standards, but now I'm regretting it so much.
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SUNGYESA
